I am what they call “an outward processing thinker“. If I have something on my mind, whether positive or negative, I need to share it in order to understand and process it. I gain clarity through verbalising my thoughts.  

If I don’t, I end up overthinking to the point where something simple can become dramatised rather quickly!

I read somewhere that ‘Overthinking can lead to sadness’. I have to agree because this is what caused me to lose my blogging flow again- I started overthinking. 

I received some really good advice about how to move forward, but then I began thinking about all the different hats I’ll have to wear and all the roles I’ll need to take on. It became so overwhelming that I ended up doing nothing at all. I’ve still been making clothes, as that’s something I do constantly, but the whole situation made me shut down a bit.

When I first started YouTube, I tackled it one video at a time.  I just did it. That is how I work and although it’s not the most strategic or time-effective way, it’s the way I do things.
I know that I can just work towards something slowly but surely and it will eventually turn into something. 
When I start planning too much and trying to be strategic, I end up feeling overwhelmed and somewhat hopeless.

It wasn’t until I had a conversation with my brother and sister-in-law that I realised I do know what I need to do. I rambled my incohesive thoughts until I arrived at the conclusion to go back to my original dream. This will become clear in later months, but for now, I’m back to sharing my thoughts, fashion and creativity.
I’m way more excited than before!

As usual, my confusion and hesitation were down to fear in disguise. This is almost always the case in these moments... (Read my previous post about it here).
Blogging was my reintroduction to social media after a long hiatus. It was cosy and still feels somewhat private even though I am sharing online. 
However, the bigger picture can be scary, but it’s less so when you know your end goal. 
I’ve decided to go all in on what I’ve always wanted to do!

So whenever you find yourself overthinking and unsure of what to do next, the best thing to do is return to your original dream. Remember what it is that lives in your heart!

Be BOLD!xx